on the 13 feb jus 1 dey to go 4 vaientine dey and if i and my ex dzul ar still together we will be 1 yr...on the 13 i did sumting bad veri bad i and zul ar timer we played timer behind wan...i felt guilty after kissing hugging and had orel sex wif my ex zul...wan did not do anithing to hurt mie..im jus confuse?!? my love towards zul grow back i jus cant lose both of them i love both but i must let one of them go...zul and wan is close frewn i dun want to be a bitch and play wif thier fellings..jus befor i could deside on 23/02/09...i saw sumting tat reli hurts me lots..but i kept cool..he has A NEW GURLFREWN!!!! zul stead wif a grace orchid school gurl OMG..autistic gurl low IN IQ..sowie not to be rude but i was shock!!!..yeh she is pretty but>>low IQ WAT IS WIF HIM..but i think wat in the inside counts..hmm i knw tat gurl ita happend to be nana sis nana is asri gurl and asri was my bestie hanim ex guy i've meet ita befor on hari raya outing wif all of them..im dispointed wat i saw zul was hugging ita and nana such a bitch asri is alredy a jerk cant explain how they acted towards my actions lookin at zul and ita i look away cos i jus cant be bother but faiz gurlfrewn try hard to say "hey look a new coupple is form"WATEVER LIKE I DID NOTICE I'VE GOT EYES OK but kilah my frewn happend to be there and a (brouge) nana ex and hanim god sis told me ita got a guy but not zul soo..again im confuse it was ju an act?? i got home and chat wif fauzi..a hawt hunkie guy he is don and asri nephew..fauzi told me he was ita ex boi and he also hear tat zul and ita ar together..hahahahu knw a low iQ gurl CAN GET ALL THIS HMMM MY Jealousy IS BURNING HOT...but i jus kept cool infront of them and well im just happie 4 zul and ita"if they ar not acting infron of me 2gether"haiz..i jus want to tell tis out of my chest i jus dun want to be seen by zul,kilat and asri AS THE METTER A FACT ALL OF ZUL FREWNS..ONLI 4 WAN MY ONLI LOVE TAT DID NOT HURT MY FELLIN..i will want to break my friendship wif them!!and delete zul frm my acount frenster and msn..get away far far away as posible..tat all..but i still remember when he fuck my and gotten mie pregnant wif a adoreble twins and he ask me to go and abord it he a cool guy i tell u after 8 mth of toleriting wif him and goin throu the fuckin pain he then say>>i dont love u frm the start i knw u and u force me to be wif u OMG I BREAK DOWN AND I CANT SPEAK TILL TODEY I JUS CANT Accept tat i and zul NO MORE i reli miss my swit tym wif hym his my first love and the first to hurt me
